"pulutan" 
....and he burneth like crazy...
1.9 liters of purple blissSunday, September 30, 2007
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Turtly
The turtle dances!
My friend Alexa send over a turtle for her morning greetings. I burst out laughing at a hippy turtle dancing his lisp-version of Gasolina. I feel happy for a moment only to be spiralling down the drain of loneliness. I miss my friends in Dubai. And right now I specially missed my gay friend Danielle. After gulps of large cans of Red Horse & shots of tequila courtesy of our friend who dropped by Dubai Duty Free , she sits immobile. She stared half-dazed at the rest of us in the circle toying with scattered peels of lime and cigarette butts. Someone grabbed a cd and we hear the opening notes of "Gasolina". Danielle sprungs up and dances wildly much to our glee. Another birthday wasted, another good day with friends etched in memory..sigh..
My friend Alexa send over a turtle for her morning greetings. I burst out laughing at a hippy turtle dancing his lisp-version of Gasolina. I feel happy for a moment only to be spiralling down the drain of loneliness. I miss my friends in Dubai. And right now I specially missed my gay friend Danielle. After gulps of large cans of Red Horse & shots of tequila courtesy of our friend who dropped by Dubai Duty Free , she sits immobile. She stared half-dazed at the rest of us in the circle toying with scattered peels of lime and cigarette butts. Someone grabbed a cd and we hear the opening notes of "Gasolina". Danielle sprungs up and dances wildly much to our glee. Another birthday wasted, another good day with friends etched in memory..sigh..
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Today's Playlist
playing old songs...
1 Brimful of Asha 5:20 Cornershop
2 Easy Like Sunday Morning 3:05 Faith No More
3 Everything Falls Apart 3:57 Dog's Eye View
4 Interstate Love Song 3:12 Stone Temple Pilots
5 Landslide 3:08 Smashing Pumpkins
6 Black Hole Sun 3:05 Soundgarden
7 Soul to Squeeze 4:54 Red Hot Chili Peppers
8 Who Sucked Out the Feeling 2:40 Superdrag
9 Tomorrow 4:28 Silverchair
10 Everything About You 4:22 Ugly Kid Joe
11 I Got A Girl 4:02 Tripping Daisy
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1 Brimful of Asha 5:20 Cornershop
2 Easy Like Sunday Morning 3:05 Faith No More
3 Everything Falls Apart 3:57 Dog's Eye View
4 Interstate Love Song 3:12 Stone Temple Pilots
5 Landslide 3:08 Smashing Pumpkins
6 Black Hole Sun 3:05 Soundgarden
7 Soul to Squeeze 4:54 Red Hot Chili Peppers
8 Who Sucked Out the Feeling 2:40 Superdrag
9 Tomorrow 4:28 Silverchair
10 Everything About You 4:22 Ugly Kid Joe
11 I Got A Girl 4:02 Tripping Daisy
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Me and Misery
September 24 2007
I’m currently have my ears glued to my headset. The office chattering is getting into my nerves. For once I’m hating loathing the sound when Indians speak in their native language. The endless garbled sounds drive me crazy. I’m feeling depressed and bored and I really feel like crying. For no reason at all. I throw dagger looks at the guys chirping. They fell silent and walked out of the door, glancing back. I presume they are wondering if I have gone daft.
Gaaawd, I know I have depressive tendencies and I shouldn’t encourage this in anyway. I’m currently listening to a looped track of Landslide, Soul to Squeeze & Black Hole Sun. I don’t know these bloody songs can make me feel even more miserable.
Maybe all this loneliness is crashing into me. I thought I am just plain bored… Then my reflections confirmed what I tried to deny for quite some time. I can’t be bored, I have endless ways of keeping myself occupied and happy. My dismal attitude is something that had started as a dormant ember, waiting for a spark to keep it alive again. Somewhere, sometime, something made a light. I can feel the gloom gathering more energy, slowly on it’s way to roaring glory…
Someone peeks in to say hello and how are you… I feel like throwing a pen at him. Damn how guys can be so insensitive when you just want to be left alone!
and now I want to scream just like the song screams in my ears: who sucked out the feeling????
I’m currently have my ears glued to my headset. The office chattering is getting into my nerves. For once I’m hating loathing the sound when Indians speak in their native language. The endless garbled sounds drive me crazy. I’m feeling depressed and bored and I really feel like crying. For no reason at all. I throw dagger looks at the guys chirping. They fell silent and walked out of the door, glancing back. I presume they are wondering if I have gone daft.
Gaaawd, I know I have depressive tendencies and I shouldn’t encourage this in anyway. I’m currently listening to a looped track of Landslide, Soul to Squeeze & Black Hole Sun. I don’t know these bloody songs can make me feel even more miserable.
Maybe all this loneliness is crashing into me. I thought I am just plain bored… Then my reflections confirmed what I tried to deny for quite some time. I can’t be bored, I have endless ways of keeping myself occupied and happy. My dismal attitude is something that had started as a dormant ember, waiting for a spark to keep it alive again. Somewhere, sometime, something made a light. I can feel the gloom gathering more energy, slowly on it’s way to roaring glory…
Someone peeks in to say hello and how are you… I feel like throwing a pen at him. Damn how guys can be so insensitive when you just want to be left alone!
and now I want to scream just like the song screams in my ears: who sucked out the feeling????
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